Yeah, dawn is breaking soon, so? Had a lot on my mind, couldn't sleep, so I sat down and programmed and it didn't help, and I thought about working on the CAC page, but I was too tired of menial work, and so I complained in my journal.
Anyway, I have a lot of stuff I could be doing and should be doing, but every time I panic that con season is coming too quickly, I remind myself I still have 2 weeks. No, that's not a lot of time, but I keep thinking it is only a weekend away and that induces slight panic. Actually what induces more panic right now is AX. I am really hoping Chris and Michelle go with me, because otherwise I will have to kill AX plans within days of them actually happening, and that would suck. As it is, I already had to throw cosplay aside this year. I guess having one year where I actually did it isn't too bad; my heart seems to be more in the panels. I got confirmation for both Fanime and AX now, which means I need to announce them to the CAC list and also start working on the handout(s). I also need to have the CAC redesign done by Fanime too- urk.
I hung out with H and played a crazy mix of Lost Kingdoms 2 and Eternal Darkness, supplemented by Naruto, talking, and In and Out milkshakes. I guess I am just trying to make the most of what little time I have left in Roseville. After Fanime is AX, and after AX is work. At 15 hours a week, now confirmed, I am going to need a second job. Or I could just back out of it all and cut my losses for the summer, bring some extra stuff home and leave it at that.
There is just something about summers of Junior years and Jakob that just don't work well together. Oh well, gotta smile since my Bro is graduating from high school n' all. I really am proud of him for doing so well.
Yes, smile, happy good.
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