I can't place what is out of place today, something doesn't feel quite right. Maybe it is the fact my glasses have taken on an abnormal tilt in their slightly broken state, maybe it is the fact I picked up fanfiction and read it (something I do maybe once every few months) and enjoyed it, or maybe it was just the simple fact that things have seemed slightly "off" ever since I woke up this morning. I wish I could place it, but as is often the case with this feeling, I doubt I can.
I didn't have to be in Java today it seems. I am sitting here in class and Ahrens is helping people and not really teaching anything. While I am happily in favor of doing minimalistic work over the next week, the necesity to sit in class makes it a bit more daunting. Jake sees my idle time and being done early as a chance to rely on me to help him with his Media Tools homework, I see it as time to finish projects I have had to wait on all semester. I should probably sift through my writing and find what things I want to put up. I could say the same about my photography, although I'm not totally sure where my images are. Most of them are physical images and need to be scanned in. I should probably get back into photogrpahy, as it is something I have missed quite a bit. There is a lot of beauty around Fort Ord, and it's a certain kind of beauty that is unique to this place.
I still hate feeling off like this. Almost like I am steping with my left when it should be my right. Then again, should I be stepping at all? Maybe the step is not in the foot. Or better yet, perhaps the foot is not in the step. But if it is not the foot that should be stepping forward, what should be stepping forward? And who said the step had to even be forward to begin with? If the step goes in an abstract direction, is it still a step? Is a foot necesary to make a step? Without a foot does it become a stair? When you climb stairs, are you stepping forward or stepping up? Are you stepping down? Is stepping like walking? Is it as easy as moving forward?
My brain hurts. I think I am going to focus on something easier... like Java. XD
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